Winter break is slowly fading! 5 more days left then it is back to school :/ well I am trying to think positive and remember that 2nd semester is almost here which means.....(drum roll)........TECH CENTER!!!!! Oh my goodness I have so many mixed emotions about it. I feel ecstatic, terrified, unprepared, hopeful, nervous ...bahh! I have this tendency to get myself worked up and terrified for things pretty easily mostly when it comes to the future. Well, on a side note, Christmas was great I got to spend it with family which was amazing. So far, break has been pretty relaxing. I spend most of my time at home or hanging out at Courtney's. I think I needed some relax time before I jump back into the swing of growing up. You know, I spent so much time wanting to grow up and thinking about everything that I would do when I was there and then I realized, I'm almost here! I am practically on the doorstep. And here I stand yelling, "wait! let me go back for a while!!". I joke with my dad saying how now I have to start a life...haha. I need a car, be responsible, start college, a job, a laptop, a boyfriend (lol just kidding on that last one:))
All this talk reminds me of a song in the movie Anastasia. Haha if you don't remember let me remind you. "Heart don't fail me know, courage don't desert me. Don't turn back now that we're hear! People always say, life is full of choices, no one ever mentions, fear. Or how this world can seem so vast, on this journey, to the past!"
Well, that was your song for the day. hahahaha. The coolest thing happened yesterday! So one of my Christmas presents was a jacket from one of my favourite stores, but it was too small. My sister and I also received gift cards to the same store. We went shopping and during which, I figured the total cost would be the exact amount that I had to spend. When I returned the jacket and went to pay for my things, the clerk returned my jacket for the original full price it was months ago!(right now it costs $3!!) So pretty much that alone paid for my entire purchase and the clerk gave me $3.19!!! So I was paid to walk out of a store with 4 shirts hahaha!
Way cool about the jacket! Sorry about the growing up but you know, it really isn't that scary and you are already a jump ahead since you know what you want to do with your life - seriously that saves you so much stress. So don't stress. Life only happens one day at a time. :)
ReplyDeletethanks! I have quite the talent for stressing myself out
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